A letter from December 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I really hope you are alive right now. We are going through a really rough time that I hope you find a way out of. You can’t fall asleep at night. You cut and silently scream for help and I think we are slowly withering away. I’m writing this because I hope that I’m still alive. I really don’t think that we will be. But whoever finds this i really really hope that you are alive. You don’t deserve this. You don’t deserve to slowly painfully **** yourself. You don’t deserve to cut yourself and be in so much pain like you are in right now. You don’t deserve to live like this and I really really hope that you get through this and are able to graduate high school and live a happy life with someone that loves you. I’m currently 13. You will be 18 when you get this I think let’s hope you didn’t **** this up like everything else. Tell your boy friend or whatever the **** that I said hi and hope you are in a better place. I hope that our dad has changed and isn’t abusive anymore. I hope you got out of that house And are happy. I really really hope you are alive if you aren’t I hope you are happy now Love you, Piper-Riley russak