A letter from December 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, when you see this you would be 18. I have a few questions do you say member Tom from Eddsworld and how Edd die sadly. go back on some of his videos his channel is called TomSka or darksquid remember anime Naruto is your favorite and then he inspires me and all that And do you remember the fire dragon slayer from Fairytale. Do you still remember how I want a demon of rage to take over me but me to still control it and for it to be a the color of blue, black, and purple. Are you better at drawing yet. How many friends do you have. Do you still what to **** yourself. Like I do. When I get to this age I have a blue note book that I drew something in there for you as well. Do you have a new bf or are you still with Ethan. Are you a top or a bottom. Do you still what roommates. Is river still around or did he have to go. Do you have a guitar yet and is it like Tom’s basically a electric guitar that’s checkered with black and white. Are you still going to Minooka or are you planning on going to college. Sorry for so many questions I’m just really excited. Even though you may not remember this just trying to remember how you were like back then and I hope the coronavirus is all over and all that kind of sucked as you know is Maddy still helping you drawing what did you give up drawing or you still want to music still making it is actually good. I hope this gets to you in like five years or so and I hope to save my life is like see if the time traveling is an actual thing see if life gets better. I have a few more questions do you have a crush if so who is it and is he cute or she as you know I am pan ******. Are you at relationship like Tom and tord if you don’t remember who that is just look up Tomtord and then you should remember. Just remember there’s nothing that you already called yourself so there’s no one like an insult to you as much as you already did yourself love yourself because you’re probably the only one that’s going to be with you at this time I guess make lots of friends try not to be alone like I am. Is bre still a dickhead. Oh and can you say bad words like **** in front of your parents now. Is mom and dad still alive if so then how are they. If they aren’t I want you to remember there’s still people out there who will take care of you like your friends and other family members remember you’re never alone even though they may think you are you can distance yourself from others just not too far stay healthy try to get slimmer I know you and me both hate our body. Well I’m a leave you off at this note love you stay strong and never stop looking for the perfect person if you have a found them yet try to get a relationship where do you want to show in public can’t like Bakugo if you remember him if not look back on my hero academia. By the way got to this website if you still like or love anime https://m.wcostream.com/dubbed-anime-list This is we’re you can Watch anime stay strong through that depression and anxiety and paranoia and all that make sure you get medicated if it helps and I hope ADHD treating you well. Well I’m not good with goodbyes either I just think there’s a new hello my name is leader find the blue book as drawing all over it it’s a small thing I wrote in it something for me in the future I don’t know if you found it before this message or if you can find a daring this or whatever just stay happy and love yourself and if you could go to another world I want to see you eventually maybe in this university whatever but enjoy and take care I guess find good friends and I thought that’s my goodbye.