A letter from December 22nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, if u are reading this letter then that means u didn’t commit suicide and u fought this far I’m proud of u. U fought the toughest battles but if u can’t read this letter then that means u committed but it wasn’t because u wanted to it was because u were tired of the pain/suffering/heartache and more and I’m not mad at u for it if my family reads this letter just know I tried my absolute hardest and yes I thought of u guys and I held on for this long. Look out for each other and make sure you support one another through thick and thin I LOVE YOU guys with all my heart and then some🖤. You guys are the reason I lasted so long in 2020 I was at my worst and if I’m gone by 2022 then just know I tried. But if I make it to read this letter just know I was meant to be here and I’m going to keep going strong🖤❗️