A letter from December 22nd, 2020

Dear An, Hi its you lol. How are you? Still holding up? What changed? Still obsessed with BTS? Blackpink? Lucas, Hanbin? Bigbang? Taekook?? lol. Are you less tired? Achieved anything yet? Hows the fam? Still together? Forgave urself? Accepted urself? Bts kept you living. How bout now? Do you like what you're doing? You always thought success was happiness without backdoors. No hidden tears just genuine smiles. Are you successful? You always said 45 is enough. You're afraid to grow old. Did that change? If you're still here. Keep going i guess. I hope you make it till 2039.