A letter from December 22nd, 2020

Hi, At the moment you're 15. You have a boyfriend(1 year 11 moths 8 days) and the best bestfriend ever. How are you? Because this year, your past you is kinda broken. The only thing that makes your tears flow is school. You're trying the best of you. And I hope everything I made is worth it. Im sorry about my english if it sounds ridiculous. Your Christmas vacation started yesterday. So, today I woke up early. I had a dream that Im gonna remake as a book. Did you finnish it? So what are you working or studying?Both? Graphic designer? Did you change your dream? Maybe a kriminalist i have no idea how is this in english. Photographer? Something totally different? So let's start!! If you have a boyfriend and its not what you want. Break up with him! Even if you love him, because of the friendship you two made. Only you know what I mean. Do NOT waste your time. You deserve more. Follow your dreams. Tell people what you think. Be the best version of yourself! I BELIEVE IN YOU! You know, I hope you broke up with ***** years ago. He is perfect I know. You can't hurt him. But there's someone who will make you both happier. He is your first love and he always will be. But its not your soulmate. I hope you found a person who makes you endlessly happy. I don't know what to say actually. Thats all. Just do what your heart say and don't regret about it. You deserve to be happy. I hope the lockdown and the whole covid situation ended years ago and everything is back to normal. it been almost an year. its not that bad, but i miss everything and everyone, but also i had more time to work on myself. i've changed. i think it was for good. bye The date i will send this will remind you of him. i want you to remember this date. i want you to remember all of him.