A letter from December 20th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hi nicole! its senior year nicole. how are you?oooo let me do the math and see how old you will be when you get this hold on. Jesus Christ you will be 22 that is old as **** good hell. anyways what's goin on how is life. I wanted to write this bc this is the weirdest time of my life probably ever. Its 2020, mid-pandemic and senior year. this year has been a complete ********. me and the whole fam just got covid which is cool lol. All of our Christmas choir concerts have been cancelled due to covid, which is the worst part of all of this. I know that five years from now me will be like aww when my worst problem was a choir concert aww good old days but shut up idiot okay let me have my moment. Its weird watching this whole thing happening front of my eyes, and I'm already feeling nostalgic looking back on quarantine in like April with tiger king and whipped coffee and empty toilet paper isles. I still can't believe I spent the whole summer in my room, it feels like it went by so fast. Today is December 20th and Kana just got the vaccine on the 18th or something like that which is really cool. We are crossing our fingers to get the vaccine by march so we can still do elementary tours for choir but who knows If that will happen lol. The family is doing good, Jaden and heather are living with us right now and Alice is coming on four months old, she is freaking adorable. I cant believe when I will be reading this she will be FIVE what the hell. we set up the go fund me for Tony and its already at $24,000 which is absolutely insane. I hope she has made it till when your reading this, I love and miss her so much. Carson and abby are still living with mom and they are currently my roommates which is very cool (not) but its fine lol. They are going to be moving to st george here pretty soon which is going to be really hard for me but im pretending like its not. Lets see in five years Carson should be pretty much done with med school and doing his residency right? that's sick. Has moms dumb speech thing gotten better or is she still a stubborn *** that won't go to the hospital and figure that out. Does she still drink monsters every day or has she moved on from that one. how is jake oh my god he is SIXTEEN???? WHAT that is actually insane this is freaking me out, you know that tiktok sound where its like how do you know you're in the good ole days or whatever like this is a reality check for me good hell. anyways lets talk about you ms 22 year old THAT IS SO WEIRD okay so what did you end up majoring in? I have no idea what I want to do with my life so I hope you have something figured out by now lol. you actually probably have like a real job and **** like what are you doing is it graphic design like u secretly want but people tell you not to do or did you go into therapy or did you get a psychology degree im so curious pfffft.do u have a boyfriend or a fiancé or a husband or KIDS puke please don't have kids at 22 that is way to young god ****. umm do you have a house?? maybe you're married to a girl that would be a curve ball if I've ever seen one. how are the animals are they all alive and well (if chewy is dead I will actually want to die I am so sorry). How is dad and chrissy? did they sell the tarp company or are they still doing it out of the garage? I bet they sold it. have they moved? probably not. how is colby!!! has he found a wifey yet I bought him a cute sweater today for Christmas. are you still friends with haley or did you guys stop talking? she's kind of obsessed with her old *** boyfriend rn so u guys don't talk much but I mean if they are together still that's crazy. ew he will be like 30 something oh my god haley that is weird as **** dude. okay anyways do I have all of the bases covered? oh I was going to ask if you failed the math final or not bc honestly it is not looking too hot right now. same with English like I just want to drop out skjhdkhs oh well. how is being able to drink at a legal age and like in bars and **** that is insane. oh my god did you ever get a tattoo??!?!??! wait that is so sick you probably have cool *** tattoos I am so jealous. did you ever go back to buckle? I hope not. im working at gap right now and the new manager is psycho but its okay I like her, all of my friends quit so its just me and a trump supporter girl that I kind of like and everyone else there is a ****. oh also has the world crashed and burned since Biden has been president like dad says or is it all good? here is an inside joke between me and you to hopefully make you embarrassed and laugh okay ready: heatwaves- glass animals ANNNYWAYSSSS that's embarrassing i wonder how many followers I ended up getting LMAO rn I am at 1,423 also did you know who do the thing w their face and the other person too????? i am so excited for that day. anyways that is literally so embarrassing please lets not talk about that okay. um did you chop your hair off yet idiot like I swear one more mental breakdown and its gone off of my head. I wish you could send me a pic of what it looks like brown bc I KNOW you dyed it brown at some point in the next five years. OH did you ever go and see harry styles or is it cancelled forever bc I am loosing hope dude. Does harry have a significant other??? also you should go and get your signature high school drink from Starbucks after reading this for the nostalgia I hope you remember it. Okay last question, does quarantine literally ever end? do we actually live in a world where in five years we will have to wear masks to the store still?? do I get to graduate without a mask on or does that make you laugh because we actually never take them off now. the way I will **** myself Jesus Christ that sounds awful I cant- alright I think I wrote enough, good luck with your life friend, I hope you are happy and heathy and ur life is everything you wanted, and if its not, its okay! I know that you are smart and you are gonna do good things :) I love you and tell the whole fam I love them too ok bye bye