A letter from December 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I am currently writing this letter as I’m in bed watching tiktok videos.. I feel alone and sad since adalie is with her dad for the week.. I hope my future self right now is happy, thriving, and in a happy relationship. Today is Sunday a couple days before Xmas and I’m sad. I thought I was going to be with adalies dad and work through the relationship but obviously I got tired of it. I’m sad for adalie btw. I am content with myself I just get lonely at times since I don’t have anyone I can show funny videos to, or just have someone laying next to me. I’ve learned a couple things about myself being 7 months single and living by myself. It’s been hard but worth it! I hope my dear self reading this is where she wants to be. I love you so much Samantha. I don’t think there’s anything else to say... oh one more thing!! Hopefully 5 years from now coronavirus is gone!!! And everything is back to normal! I wish you nothing but the best.