A letter from December 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, HOW THE HECK ARE YOU DOING? I can't honestly imagine what life is like for you right now haha. "We" are currently in the middle of a pandemic still but there are vaccines finally being given to people. I just had my work Christmas party earlier today, I did an 8-page paper:)))), and I ended up recently coming over next door (where I am currently writing this right now) and everyone was so happy to see me and it made me really happy. I then helped Onna, Aniyah, and Fran do a super cute Christmas puzzle:)!Not gonna lie thinking about you in 5 years reading this gives me HELLA anxiety ~~I also haven't taken my meds today~~ It's just always been weird for me, like thinking about myself existing years ahead of myself right now. To be honest I prefer just thinking about myself in the present moment. That's all that exists right now anyways.. i mean technically the past and the future all exist in the same time quantum ( that's the wrong word but oh well)... WHO KNOWS HONESTLY NO ONE KNOWS A **** THING HAHA. Oh goshhhh lolll so... are you married? How's Aniyah doing and like all of your friends? How are you and Brandon? :) I am really anxious while writing this lolol. I am gonna go now but I hope you are happy and living the best life you can! See ya in 5 years... you're 23... AGH HAHA. Bye! :) <3 ~ Your 18 year old self