A letter from December 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, This is late 2020's Gabriela. I've written letters like this to myself before and its a great surprise when they arrive. So, let´s do it again. This year has been awful. I had to come back from dourados to live with my parents again. After almost one year, its surprising but dad and i are getting along well. My mom had operated her belly and sometimes it seems like we are taking care of a child. But love her anyway. My sister and I are creating a loving relationship. The only good thing about this pandemic is the proximity i've created with my old friends. Me, alessandro, emanuele are closer than ever. Me and flavia, vareja, corbalan, isa, brino and miguel as well. Love then so much and i had lost track of how much i missed then. On the other hand, I miss vitorinha and my friends from dourados SO much its like i'm missing a piece of me. I'm on a relationship but i'm not sure if i'm entirely happy in it. But its something for 2021 Gabriela to think. I'm working in a Bank's Office. I like it very much, the girl who works with me is such a sweetheart! She doesn't know but sometimes work is the best part of my day. And the salary is also veeery good. I've hitten the car lately. But its all good now. I am not very well on my mind but i really never am. I'm on meds now, so i hope i get better. I miss college SO MUCH. I really love the track i've chosen, but i am feeling so low about my career future. But that's also something for 2021 Gabriela to deal. I am going to spend Christmas with Joao Guilherme and his family. Looking foward to it. Really need some days to rest. I think that's all. Please, do not give up and keep working hard for the things you want. Keep leaning on your friends and beeing a support for them too. Don't' let old things stay on your way. Aim to be the best. Good things are coming. Hope you're doing best then I am now, but if you're not, that's fine too. Love you.