A letter from December 18th, 2020

hi you!, so this is from ur old 18 yr old self. wrote this on december 18, 2020 because why not. um ur gonna be 23? when you read this or prob 24 but anyways the time when i was writing this to you i dont really have my life together at the moment which i sure hope that you do now. i was thinking of going to be a psychology major/study to be a therapist. you had the worst laptop by the way which i hope that you bought a new one and arent using the same exact thing. maybe you have a job with a decent pay. i hope ur not as mad now that ur an actual adult. ooo also are you still in a pandemic cause this year wow this was a terrible year, anyways do you still like hot cheetos? because ur past self do. do you still have a fanpage for greys anatomy?? is that show still going because holy ****. anyways in case u forget ur acc already it was merddison on twt and merdiscn/athcrae/evolvcd on ig. can u still edit tho?? cause **** ur a whole *** adult now... that is scary. anyway i hope ur happier when you are reading this and i hope ur in college now with a degree wait hold on ur prob alr graduated... **** thats weird. i still remember when u use to cringe at everthing the adults do. sorry for the grammar dont blame urself i didnt proof read this bc i know u dont care i mean u prob do but anyway. i wish that by this time u are surrounded with people that you care about and poeple who loves you. dont settle for less, always remember that. all the trials ur going through is gonna pass i promise. you prob have a boyfriend now ? or a girlfriend hey i dont judge by the time i was typing this i know ur bi so... i hope if u do have a boyfriend or gf i hope that person is treating you good and well. please take care of yourself and ur mental health, physical health etc. i hope ur happier and much healthier now than you were five years ago. i dont think anything is gonna change but please prove me wrong. love, ur past self <3