A letter from December 17th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, It's been a rough year, I reached an extremely low part in my life last night and are now out $1200. My anxiety is getting worse, I haven't left the house in 1 month now. And dont know if I will make it to college. I hope you are doing better that I am and please remember that all this work you are doing is so you dont have to feel my pain in the future so you can make sure you get the help you need. Last night I admitted to myself that I need help, but I can't afford that right now and neither can my mother, so I'm going to try and fight through the pain Love yourself amd remember your opinion is the most important one