A letter from December 16th, 2020

Dear Future Me, How have you been doing? Have you been happier lately? I really do hope so. Here in the past you used to be so depressed and unhappy, always feeling alone and having those awful mood swings. Hey future self, I hope you take better care of yourself now. I hope you look back at the past and not worry yourself about what happen back then. I really hope you've been working hard to achieve your happiness. Did you already got yourself a boyfriend? Or do you like anyone? Are you still friends with Faye, Hasley, Sabina, Lora, Gia, Noleen, Shiela, Abrey, Heaven, Gerald, Dave, Julio, Hanz, Jhared, Karl, Marlino, Mitch, Jaynie, Khim, and Fritzie? How about Bernadette? I hope you haven't lost those wonderful friendships you used to cherich so much. Do you still remeber the beautiful and kind teacher who kept telling you "STOP CUTTING YOURSELF, EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGT", she's your favorite teacher way back 2019-2020, she is teacher Joy Tresvalles or should I say Joy Casilang. I hope you learned to love yourself for who you are, when back then you hated yourself so much. Remember that you're pretty, don't let those ******* affect you.. Don' t give up because of few words others said to you. Listen to your own advices from your younger self, will you? For once? Oh future self, I hope you're really doing well, I know you can cope through it. I hope everything is going well with your family too, and that you're all happy. Life is beautiful out there you know, you just have to find it. I hope you learned a lot more than I have over the year about the things that will happen in my future and your past. You probably made a lot of mistakes as usual, but don't let it get to you. You deserved to be happy after all! It would be wonderful to find out that you're doing much better than your past self did. I hope you're doing better in studying too! I mean, you were pretty darn lazy in the past. Well, I definitely am! But I hope in the future I pic myself up and sort out the mess I am right now. Because geez, I really need it. Hey future self? I love you, your friends love you, your family love you. Don't ever forget it! You're family and friends are not there for you? Don't worry I'm always here for you:)) You're not alone and you will never be. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! LOVE YOU;))