A letter from December 16th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi, self. I don't know if you can still remember this but yeah, I sent you a letter just to let you know that year 2020 was a hard time for almost everyone but you made it. You've been a loafer for a year. While everyone's got their job and their salary, you've been improving yourself emotionally and psychologically. I know, I know that you think you're normal. Yes, we are normal. It's just that you're having a hard time expressing what you truly feel because people expects you to be someone better. You cannot admit that you're actually pressured by the people around you and their expectation but this year you learned to just enjoy yourself and be happy for what you have and what you are. You made it possible because of BTS and I'm wishing that the day this letter is delivered to our email, you already attended their concerts, saw them in person, bought all their albums and other cute legit stuffs from them. You've been good to yourself this year 2020 and I hope that even after this year until you read this letter, you are in the good mental health and is currently having a happy and contented life. Thank you for being a strong person as you are. And oh by the way, you've been single for 4 years the day I wrote this but even without love life you were happy - genuinely happy. You love being all by yourself and you enjoy your own company. That's the kind of an introvert you are. You also have a social life don't worry BUT you only have a small circle of friends and I'm hoping that you're still with them because they were your first real friends. I don't know if you managed to stay single today because I promised not to get married not until I get 30 but even if you do, I hope you're happy with him. But if you are still single, gOrl you need to accomplish your plan B and experience how it feels to get laid HAHAHAHAHA. You know meeting a random guy in a bar or somewhere that will spend the night with you. Don't worry, I'm improving myself physically so you can do that between 2024 - 2026. HAHAHAHAHA. You learned to love yourself in 2020 and I hope it will never change until you got this. Happy 28th birthday, my first love. Love, Wenzl 💜