Hey baby .....

Dear FutureMe, Today is 16/12/2020 , do you remember that year baby . It was full of disscoveries. I hope you're doing greater than today , I hope that time has helped you forgive yourself and have inner peace , moving forward must've been really hard on you but am proud of you today, tommorow or in 5 years . I hope u've realized at least a few of your goals, that u have someone to relly on , that you are that stable strong independente woman you always dreamed to become . I've used the word hope a lot as you can see cause wishing is for impossible things but hoping is diffrente cause without hope we can't go further and further away . U and I know how much we like talking anyways tell me , is your inner child still alive ? I am counting on her cause life is so hard on your own , i know how's karma and for sure u've had bad daays and good one , a lot of dissapointements and so on but u're strong , U'll handle whatever you are or were going through , remember it will end eventually . I am imaginning you right now , please tell me u didnt let go of our principles , tell me that u believed in yourself and known your worth , tell me u always did the right thing even if it was the hard decision to take It's okay if u made mistakes , what's life witout lessons but u've learned from them right ? I wanted to ask you smth , do u love yourself , are you happy with the woman u turned into ? we know no one's perfect but u're happy right ? did you travel to the places we wanted to go ? and did all of those crazy things we wanted to do ? How's your relationship with Allah , tell me u're waking up every morning for el Fajr , well if you aren't then get your **** together girl ,u can do it . How are your relation with family and friends, are you still agreeing to whatever the hell they say , I beg you to say no , if the answer was yes then it's okay that's what we do right , listen quietly . I know some habbits wont change even in a 1000 year but at least tell me u stopped blaming yourself and stopped ovethinking things . we know that's not going to get us anywhere . U and I are against the idea of time travelling that's why we love the concept of these emails . well even if there's so much to say but I will stop here , know that I'll do my best to achieve our goals and I'll forever be proud of you whether you are where we dreamt to be or not . with Love your Past .