A letter from December 15th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, So I'm 34 right now and finally moved out of my parents house... yeah sad but true. Its 9 days until Christmas Eve and I'm really stressed because of money, hate that this year has been one of the worst so far. I don't know what I'll be able to get for Hannah, Ryan and Caleb this year on my own. Thankfully I have a great family support system and they've already helped a lot.... the kids have a least 1 gift each and that's something. So onto other news its your 40th birthday today!! How is it?? Feeling old? Have you lost weight.... don't forget as you were writing this you weighed almost 200lbs.... scary....hopefully you've hit your goal weight of 130lbs and you're feeling good about yourself at 40... wow...40...lol 😆 how are the kids? Hannah is 21 now!! Omg.... how is that possible? And Ryan is 18!!! That's too much to think about right now I'm about to cry!! Is it as emotional in the future as it is now?? Probably haha at least you still have baby Caleb he's only 11 years old, has he gotten less angry? Lol that boy has a temper on him! How about Bobby? How is he doing? I hope he's good! I hope he's happy! And you two better be married!! Slap yourself right now if you're not!! Seriously...23 years together you better have gotten married in 2021, that is as long as covid is a thing of the past and things have gone back to normal... no more masks and social distancing.... please God tell me that's over with! I can only hope that things have gotten better. Any way give the kids, Bobby, Axel, Marley, Oliver, and Boots hugs and kisses for me!! Hope you're doing better now than when you wrote this!