A letter from December 15th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, umm, hi. i’m not too sure what to say, but i do have a few questions. did we go to college? what did you go for? have you come out to mom and dad yet? are you dating anyone or anything else? i’m deciding to send this to you on this specific date because it’s a special day. it’s been 5 years for you since naya passed away. i’m still hurting from it even though it was 5 months ago. oh by the way the date is 12/15/20 and i am 15. anyways, i hope you aren’t hurting over this anymore, but i do hope you still remember her. what new friends have you made, and what friends are you still close with from high school? i hope you’re still friends with lauren and gia and ella, if you’re still friends with liz, did anything else happen? do any of your friends have kids, or do you have a kid? i really hope i have kids. my favorite names for kids are Delilah and Beckham. do you have any pets? how long did Roxie live for? did mom and dad get another dog after Roxie? has anything happened with our cousins? what’s going on with Ava? currently i have a fat crush on hannah pell, is that still happening or did something happen with us? i hope you actually see this letter, but if you don’t it still felt good to vent. take care of yourself, and DRINK WATER!!! love, zoe