A letter from December 15th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, do me a favor, and record yourself on snapchat while reading this (: i’d love to see it back. and please answer all my questions. Hi, i’m Eline, but i don’t like my name. i feel like changing it to something like Lina or Eileen. to fit in with the Americans, you know? Im currently 14 and i believe you’re 20 now? jesus. thats old. wait no sorry i think that’s disrespectfull. (but you are very old tho) Also it’s your birthday (: and in case no one told you: happy birthday. youre doing so well and i’m so proud that you made it so far. i know it’s been hard for you, and if no one noticed how hard you tried; i did. i noticed. and you did it. i’m so proud of you. i love you. i currently don’t love myself. but i’ll learn to love myself. i really hope you lived your teen years to the fullest. do you have a girlfriend yet? or are you not *** anymore? if you are, have you come out yet? and did they accept you? i’m really scared, but i just want to be myself. i just overcame corona (haha yes, it’s 2020. that one ****** year, i really hope the upcoming years are better). im also trying to shift realities, it sounds so cool. have you done it yet? also, do you still like Melanie Martinez? because i definitely do. what’s your aesthetic now? i honestly don’t know what i want to have as my aesthetic, but i’m going for cottagecore. i really hope you’re okay, since i’m not doing okay currently. but you know that. but i finally got help. after 4 years of struggling alone, i got help (: have you decided what you want to be when you grow up? (i think that’s what i have to ask you, but i don’t know considering you’re already grown up). because i currently have no idea, considering my grades i dont even think i can actually get a job, or a degree. but i’m sure you can do it. do you still like politics? do you still hate trump? wait is trump dead? you better still hate trump. because if you don’t i literally hate you and i’m very dissapointed in you. really, get your *** back in the leftist lane ya silly goose. what iphone do you have? i have an iphone 8, do you still play the sims? is the sims 5 out? do you have it? is it dissapointing? are laura and jeffrey still together? are lenthe and minouse still alive? (your cats, remember?) i have a feeling minouse isn’t alive anymore, since she’s 13 when you get this. and she’s not very healthy. but lenthe will only be 8 i believe. and she’s really healthy. do you still want to move to england? or atleast out of your homecountry? i love you. but bye, i hope you’re still alive Xx E 15/12/2020. bye.