A letter from December 15th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Holy **** ur 23! Hows it feel to be old ya grandma. Your life is probably hellaaaaa different from right now. Right now I am working at Granger Medical. I wonder if ur still gonna be here. Hope you're still saving money so that you can get a house soon. And keep pushing through college, because the end result will be worth it. You're probably gonna look back at this and laugh at yourself because you're way more mature now, that's weird to think about haha. I wonder if ur married yet. OR HAVE KIDDOS! My baby fever is thru the roof but I know we said to wait until 27 lmfaoooo. (Until Baylee is ready). I hope you're figuring yourself out and feel nothing but happiness because out of everyone, you deserve it. You're so kind and selfless, I love you so so much. And I'm sure you're going to go thru a lot more difficult things in life, but you got this 100%. Always stay true to yourself, you may be having a bad day, but nothing can stop you from having an amazing life. I hope you're studying to be a nurse or whatever. I just looked at my past messages and I wanted to be a surgeon at one point haha. Whatever you decide to do, do what will make you happy. Your happiness comes first over everything. And you have already grown so much right now...with not caring what others think and finding that love for yourself. I hope you have grown even more, and your relationship with god is stronger than ever. Don't stress yourself out too much, remember you're still young, you have your whole life ahead of you. Anywayssssssssss stay strong kiddo. It's okay to be selfish sometimes and put yourself first.