A letter from December 15th, 2020

heyy, sooo.....yesterday snowed more than I've ever seen. I was....really excited, and...alone so I went outside and it looked just like the movies....it was so surreal, when dad came back we started shoveling snow and it was this child like type feeling, you know? I had asked dad if i could throw a snowball at him because I've never done that before.....maybe with myself, but liza, and maria would never... so when he finally said yes, and right after I realized where it was gonna land and laughed when it fell in his boot...I- I felt.....infinite. I felt so...happy? and...right when I realized it I- I wanted to cry so..so ******* bad, I wonder if people have felt that feeling and never thought twice about it. Just lived life as content as they could. I don't know...I don't know anything. Hopefully when you get this, that feeling won't feel as......unfamiliar...as it does now. Hopefully your content.