A letter from December 14th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey mate, your doing your best but you are really struggling right now but your holding on, but only because that's all you know how to do. Belle is a pup and can be a little ****. The cruiser is good hopefully you still have her and you have some go fast bits on her now. Your single in your first house the one you worked your *** off to get. Nearly christmas. I hope your happy I hope I find a way to be happy. Because right now I don't know how many days I have left. I'm sick of being strong, part of me dosent want to get back up part of me just wants to break. Hopefully your strong enough to hold on, hopefully you are there when she needs you, hopefully you found her and werent too late. Remember to shout yourself a pub meal you cheap *** and the house should be nearly paid off. I guess I'll see you in a bit but for you it'll be a second, time is relative after all. Thomas