A letter from December 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope you have defeated this constant battle we have within ourself. I hope you were able to tell your story. I hope you stopped caring about others people’s feelings and started caring more about your own. I hope you have let go of the past and are a free spirit. I hope you’ve started doing everything you wished you’d do. Are you traveling? Are you still in that relationship and feel stuck? If so are you still stuck or did it change? How are you? Are you finally happy again? We should be graduated by now, so congratulations, you have beat basically every odd put against you! I AM PROUD! I’m going to type how current me is feeling to reflect later. You did some major **** this year, school,covid, moving, losing yourself, feeling stuck, literally lost yourself, spoke out and basically got rejected. You feel so alone, you want to give up and I hope you won’t but currently you do. Time is tough, school is stressful, money is tight, work is tight, mental health is completely shot, finally gaining weight after almost 4 years of not gaining any and it’s gonna be tough. But you are beautiful, you are loved, you are amazing, and you are doing absolutely amazing at keeping your **** together. You are broken and have always been but you will be put back together and it will be even better. I love you keep going.