A letter from December 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, how are you ? It’s currently 12:12 pm(middle of the night ) and I have classes at 9:30, and work right after so we kinda dumb for staying up you know ? I guess I have a lot of questions. Do you still work at little ceasars ? If so, you manager yet ? What about Armando? Have you talked to him recently? I miss him . Do we still miss him? It’s hard when you **** up something you want. That’s how i feel at the moment. Like i ****** up & there’s nothing i can do about it because he wants nothing to do with me anymore . I hope he’s okay tho. So, you end up going to college? Or did you just become a stripper? bruh i just realized you’ll be 21 when you get this . What have we learned about life ? Maybe to value what we have before we lose it ? Or to stop self sabotaging ? Are you still friends with Ashley & william? Currently being very distant with them. so ig i was wondering if this time is really me ending our friendship . I love them, i just feel done. numb? but not numb . im exhausted. Did you end up fixing your relationship with God? I’m currently working on thwt too, hopefully this time is successful. Have you lost weight ? Hopefully we have bruh, i’m tired of being fat. im lowks starting to ko. x bye love