A letter from December 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hi, this is you from 2020, on December 10th, you are 17 years old and in a relationship with a boy named bryce Levi, he is the love of your life right now, you planned on marrying him, and still do right now, you started dating on November 10th 2018, he is 19 right now, turning 20 on February 19, you've been dating for 2 years and a month on this day, you're completely in love with him and plan on starting a future with him and you have big plans for yourself, right now you want to design and create edits of pictures for a future career, but who knows that may change, you're happy with your life, you have been having some self esteem troubles lately during this time but you're sure things will get much better soon, who's to say you will be with bryce in the future when you get this, when you get this you should be 22, you may have your life together by then or maybe not and that's okay, we know right now that its okay, keep in mind to remember who you are deep down, you are strong and extremely smart, smarter than you like to think you are, give yourself some credit, you deserve happiness, you have finally learned to not let people walk all over you, in this moment, as I am writing this, the video game cyberpunk 2077 has just released tonight and bryce is playing the game, the game is on the current Xbox series x and s, and playstation, and also PlayStation 4 & Xbox one, it's so far a fun game even tho you've never played it, you are using a Samsung galaxy A70 phone, who knows what kind of phone you'll be using when you read this, your dad and sister are not in good terms right now, they got into a huge fight and probably won't end up talking to eachother for a long time but you still talk to your dad everyday, remember that your dad is proud of you right now, and will always love you no matter what has happened. Your grandmother is still alive right now and doing good with her health, mostly, it's gonna be a little rocky but she will pull through, she loves you beyond words, it's been 4 years since your grandfather's passing, 5 years in 2020. She has always taken care of you up to this point and only wants what's best for you. You need to be your best for her and your dad, and most importantly be your best for yourself, a really big fact. You still don't talk to your mother and haven't since the summer after grade 8, you don't necessarily hate her but you still cannot forgive her for what she did to you and your sister, I hope future me is just as smart and stays away from that mess no matter how much you miss her for some reason that maybe I'll understand one day, when you get this, it will be summer so I hope you're having a good summer. Right now you're doing school online, you stopped going for a few years prior to right now because of your mental health and you just couldn't find the will to go anymore, you also got really sick, you struggled a lot with an ED (eating disorder) when you were supposed to be in school, only did you stop when you started dating bryce and you didn't even completely stop for about a year after you were dating but it got better, the number one song right now as you are writing this is Mood by 24kGoldn Featuring iann dior you don't like the current pop and worry about what the future may hold for music in the future especially pop, your favourite colour right now is burgundy and your favorite song right now is probably ode to the bouncer- studiokillers The less I know the better- tame impala Fine line- Harry styles You still love Harry Potter movies and they're your go to when you wanna watch a movie but you're obsessed with the twilight universe and watch it a lot when you're sad or the weather is just right The number 1 movie this week is Bad boys for life You have a snapscore of 387 427 Your phone number right now is- 506-588-0918 Your current favorite tv show is disjointed and you are currently watching the good place and sons of anarchy and also season 4 of bigmouth. You have a cat named angel and she was born on February 14 and shes your baby and also had babies of her own but you had to give them away When you get this I hope your life is going good love mya 💘