A letter from December 6th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You probably don't remember what it was like to be me. A frustrated thirteen year old boy who is in eighth grade and just wants his parents to be proud and his crush to be with him. Remember Maddie? Yeah I hope your still in contact with her. Did you go to collage with her? She her off? Was it all some joke that only she, the twins, and Hayley knew about? I want the answers but i do't think I'll ever get them. Do you and Jordan still talk? He's probably the best friend in Ga, you better! What about your virginity? Did you lose it yet? You better have! And it best not be some random ****! What about your first kiss. I doubt Maddie worked out so who is your crush and/or girl friend. What are your grades? What will you major in? By this point you should be eighteen. You better not be drinking yet, but at this point you probably are. Like father like son. What about mom and dad? How are they? Are they still Together? Are they still going strong? Is she in an retirement home yet. Is he still around? I'm fine by the way. This is a month after Maddie said she liked me and hugged me. I'm still happy but getting more confused by the minute. What the hell is going on between us. Will we be official or not. How long will it last if so? oh my god how did i forget to mention Matthew! Did he come out as *** yet? Did you support him? Is he actually straight? How often do you talk? You had better do this again so that I can cry again and reminisce about this. Forgot to mention, it's 10:57, 57 minutes after i was supposed to be asleep LOL. Very near future me is going to hate me. sorry I've got to go and to bed else before I get caught up. Well, happy birthday and many more! Lots of Love, You