A letter from December 5th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Do u have a life yet? Just wondering bro Right now I am laying in bed on your best friends 17th birthday feeling like **** for not making her a card yet. I didn't end up finishing my school for the week again. I hope you've kissed a girl or boy by now good lord pls tell me you have. I wonder what our first job was.. You probably got one before Jonathan did didn't you lmao does he have one yet?? Probably not. Hope you finally got to kick him in the nut sack for what he did to you. Are you still friends with your Twitter friends? Melody? Abbi, London, Manda, Tehya, Avi? Did you meet London or Caitlin when they came to NE for college? I hope you got to meet them and give London a hug like he deserves. Do you still watch Noel and have a crush on him and Aleena? How was their wedding? I bet it was gorgeous. Has Cody ******* apologized yet? Will he ever? Idk. How are Josiah and Heidi doing? How are the kids? Is Ezra still so cute? I bet he is. I hope he's a lotr fan already!! God I hope you got therapy. You really ******* need it. Oof. All that childhood trauma doing the MOST right now. Oh yeah is Covid ******* over yet??? I want to hug people again. How's Jaiden? He good? I hope he is. I hope he found someone. He's ******* weird but he deserves someone who will treat him right. Does anyone know about your sh yet? Maybe a friend or SO? Probably not the therapist right now I am too scared to tell anyone. I hope you're happy Naomi. I really do.