A letter from December 4th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, This is you unfortunately, I feel burdened by the past and things are holding me back at the moment. Two important people in my life left and I still can't get a hold on myself. Looking at the bright side, I'm editing videos while I'm writing this to you, my future self. My girlfriend (which i hope is still your girlfriend at that time don't **** it up self) told me to write a letter to you. I really don't expect much in the future, but I'm hoping that your mental health is fine. I'm already proud of what you've become so don't be ashamed looking back at me whenever you've done something wrong haha. I know you're a good person. (Ik you won't do illegal stuff you dumb ****) So yeah I'm the 18 year old version of you and as you're reading this old piece of ****, you're probably 23 right? You're old as **** now, don't forget to hang-out with your friends. You missed out a lot on life you know? Enjoy life. Don't forget to travel, live life, and have fun. I wish I could write more to you but I can't think of anything right now. I'll hit you up whenever I think of something aight? Ttyl self. Take care.