A letter from November 25th, 2020

dear future brea... im 17 you. im sitting here after work. i saw this thing on tiktok if thats even still a thing in a year. i wonder if youre really going to see this... im wondering right now if ill ever be okay. will i ever move on from ryan? when you get this in a year... you may laugh about how hard it was to get over him ? are you really over it ? can you look at him and truly not feel anything when you see his smiles & look into his eyes. right now youre trying to accept the fact that youll never get over him and its okay. you still have him by your side. as a friend if nothing more. you struggle a lot with self esteem ? are you doing better ? have you smiled... genuinely. have you met someone new ? are you finally okay ? youll be okay if youre not right now :)