A letter from November 24th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope I will be still here when I receive this letter, and if I do I hope you're happy, for real. not always saying: I am fine' and meaning nothing of it. That you do what your love I physically and mentally. that you do your favourite activities. and got rit of your fake friends. And stopt being a fake friend sometimes. I hope you live with passion I never got today. that where ever you are standing in live you do it with love and passion, helped by the ones you love. I hope by the time you received this you know now how to handle your emotions well, and evaluate others emotions more better. It sucks being frustrated being upset on someone then second guessing if you even have the right to be upset. Then convincing yourself to just let it go and its normal. Now I am feeling very down. A fake smile outside my room, a fake answer to any question about my feelings. Eating my feelings away: the comments about my body from my parents and brother, because of that my own hate to my body and my self. Please fulfill all your dreams coz anything is possible, and everything happens for a reason so please don't give up. Your fifteen old self 24 November 2020