A letter from November 23rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe,today is november 23rd 2020 your 15 year old self thought about what you're gonna do for your future,and came to the conclusion of starting part time jobs after u finish high school for a year or so,gain enough money to build a room and a kitchen and make pizzas and sell them.then when you gain enough money you can make it a bigger place and add tables for people to sit down and eat,then hire someone to deliver your pizzas.then make it a fast food restaurant. That if you don't make it to medical school and become a therapist or a vet.either way you're doing great and i'm looking up at you.i know you have a bright future,i believe in you,keep going no matter what happens. Your 15 year old self had alot of days where you had to cover your mouth at night,making sure no one can hear you sob,making sure no one knows how lonely and broken you actually are.i hope you're now able to spend time with people that actually make you feel loved and cared for,and happy. I hope one day you will be able to express yourself without feeling ashamed and judged by others. i hope now you make friends who care about you as much and you care about them and you don't feel like a therapy to them,but an actual supportive friend to gets supported and loved back,like they deserve. I also hope that you're now confident and happy in your body and skin,like you deserve to. ALSO.I KNOW THIS SOUNDS MEAN BUT- DID UR BABY FATS GO?? DO U HAVE A THIGH GAP NOW?? Or at least thinner thighs aND DID YOU GET A LITTLE TALLER LOL PLEASE- please stay flat though lol- Questions for you to answer: Are all of your family members happy and healthy?? Tell me about what happened to your family so long. Are you genuinely happy now? Are you actually proud of who you became today? Are you happy with your life? Did you get to have a pet yet? Tell me about your pet/s and how u got them (if u did) Do you have better friends or do you still feel lonely ? What happened to lana? Tell me about her What happener to hivi? Tell me about her Are you still filled with positivity and kindness or did you change? Remember to always smile and be who you are. Thank you for your time,please enjoy your life and keep going :)💕