A letter from November 22nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi! Omg wow im still alive I hope things have got better! This is small 12 year old you talking by the way nearly 13 though next Friday! Can you answer some questions? OK good! 1.am I dating anyone? 2.am I happy 3.have I got over whiteknights? 4.do I go to therapy? 5.am I a good youtuber? 6.do I know any famous youtubers? 7.whats my job?(if I have one) 8.am I still they/them and he/him? 9.are mum and dad alive? 10.is grandpa alive? 11.are gramsie and auntie Maria alive? 12.do I take meds? 13.what did I do for GCSE's 14.how good where my grades overall 15.have I made new friends? 16.did I change secondar school? 17.do I still live with mum and dad? 18.do I live in school dorms 19.do I go to collage? 20.did I do 6th form 21.do I do music? 22.is tik tok still a thing 23.have any of our friends died? 24.whats happened on the dream smp 25.are there new mcytrs 26.does the dream smp still exist? 27.do the people from the dream smp still stream? 28.is my life a mess 29.am I comfortable with how I look 30.is my name still ashlyen/ash 31.is sparky still my nickname 32.has anyone in our family died? I think thats everything for now! I hope life is going well and if you get to read this I think im happy I made it and continued life! Yours Ashlyen lush 22/11/2020