A letter from November 20th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You can't deny this, your latest relationship has been cruel to you, isn't it? You keep thinking about it, you keep staying awake until 5 a.m, but what is all about? In that time, are you giving up? No? Then why it's always haunted you every night? 'Maybe I'm not good enough'. And that's probably the best thing you can describe. But you made it, I congrats you. You dedicate yourself trying to be a better person, living your life in a condition that seems hard to explain, the pressure, lost, anger and tears, where did that brings you now? I wonder, who she is?! Who will probably be your future partner? Ah if only I can guess, but why partner? Isn't she is your gf or your wife?! I can't wait for you to tell me la! Hey Ian, if you are married now, to know that you finally found that person, I'm so jealous, I wish.. I could jump to that time. How's mom and dad? They must be happy to see you right now. But if you aren't, don't worry, you will find her soon, I believe there is someone watching your back now, right? Don't lose her! I also wonder, how's your life in general, I hope you're doing good. Whatever you're going through, I know you'll make it somehow. And tell me, are you living in your dream? Since 5 years is not a short time, you should tell me what your life looks like! Are you in Canada yet? Perhaps, you'll forgot if 'I' sent this letter to you in 5 years later because you're too busy doing your good life, but promise me, try to find this letter on your email, okay? Last but not least, Happy Birthday, how old are you now? Old man, you are 28, I can't believe it, duh. God Bless you! Is 9Gag still a thing? How's music nowadays? Politics? Tell me everything that I need to know. But at least, I need to know that you are in good condition, please tell me that. You are doing good, Ian. Eventho, I'm here.. it's 5 a.m bytheway, I'm laying on my bed (mom and dad went outside the town). And I'm struggling my life, I hope you still can remember how's your life back then, is not easy but you survived it until now. I decided to made this letter, because I believe in you, I believe you'll make it someday. I'm proud to have you there. From your past Ian. -Saturday, 21 November 2020. (5:05 a.m)