A letter from November 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I honestly don't know if you will be alive in 5 years. If you are I hope our mom, sis and brother is still with you. Did abby ever get pregnant? Did you finish school? Are you still gonna be a doctor? Did they find out about that thing? I hope you start loving yourself. I hope you forgave yourself. I hope the pain stop. I'm not setting a high expectation of you. I just hope the suicide letters and attempts stop. I hope you find real friends. I hope you're actually happy. I hope someone love you. I hope you figure your ********* out. I hope you finish school. I hope there's enough laughter in your life. I hope you make it. I can't say I love you however I do hope when we meet in the future I can say it and mean it. I hope moya stay by our side also.