A letter from November 17th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hi this is you from 2020 :).I hope you are happy when you received this.Do you still depressed and anxiety all the time? Do you have a job? do you already go to your dream country Japan and do you have a best friend? I really hope that you already can open up about your feelings to your friends when you depressed. How is your parents?.Still the same as usual I guess or maybe not.i am sorry if I make your life so miserable now because I am not attending online class I really hope that you can success in SPM but now I am just tired of living I hope I still alive when I get this letter or maybe I already drop dead :).hey my future self,I hope people care about you now I really hope people do care about you.plz dont give up on your life...I tried to tell myself that every day...right now me here is suffering in pain..so much painnn that only you understand if you remember your past self here so in pain..I hope you already get help I have tried ask to get help in my own way but nobody know you are in pain even your parents..I got nothing to say now..bye...:) date:17 November 2020 Tuesday from your past self