A letter from November 15th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are doing well. you are in 11th at this time. I have hopes for you. I hope you are happy, I hope you are healthy and have even shoulders. I probably should stop making this letter formal coz you know, you are me. you got 90% in 10th board which you never thought you'd get this proves that you can do anything you were in a really motivating state at this time and if you are not, just be motivated AF. it is your birthday after a month I hope you are as excited as you were in 2020. 2020 has been a great year for you may be life-changing. you wanted to become a successful entrepreneur if you are not by that time maybe you are working at a 9-5 or unemployed or something. I want to remind you not to give up. I hope you are better than you were 5 years back. dadu wanted you to become a doctor but you knew that it's not your thing never regret not trying to become a doctor coz regret will give you nothing. you were in a mindset that you can be successful even if you were left alone in some other country with no money and no resources. I hope you are still this strong. ****, I should have written this letter in paragraphs. this is the time you are planning to give the SAT exam, you don't know if you will give it or not. you are trying hard to improve your habits, improve your self this is the time you are just getting started. I don't know if you are in what part of the world or what quality of college you are in but I trust you that you are/will live the life you would have never dreamt of. you are very money centered right now you think money will make you happy. you don't know if your thinking is right or wrong. you have a lot of doubts which you yourself don't know. you listen to a lot of ted talks and you wish to give one, one day. you are trying your best to give up something addicting(its NNN) and I know you will give it up one day. don't fking compare yourself with others you are trying your best not to at this time. you have very limited friends right now(almost no) you got a lot of internet friends though but at this time you truly are happy with who you are you don't need anyone now or even then. if you are not living in India or maybe in India and you get bullied by someone in your college or any other place just remind yourself who you are. you hope to find the love of your life(if that's too cheesy for me at this time) coz remember don't fall in love with someone who doesn't pull you up, who wastes your time, who doesn't scold you if you do something that can harm you only if she's attractive coz that will spoil your life. you have no friends right now but you are very happy being alone coz it is forcing you to make yourself better. I hope you are just as childish and as crazy but a lot more mature than you are right now. I hope you don't hate anyone and you love everyone. I hope you don't smoke or drink(maybe). I hope you have hope for your future. I hope you are happy with what you have or what you will become. I hope you are a leader, not a follower. I hope you are not depressed. you don't need to have it all figured out you are still very young it will be okay if you are not rich by then. if you feel low about yourself please don't. don't give up on your dreams, don't waste your time and energy don't get addicted to anything except not giving up, love yourself, improve yourself every day, read books, exercise, work hard, don't crave attention on social media, learn new things, get new experiences, don't procrastinate things, love others and work hard. It will all be ok. I Love You and I really really mean it(kinda *** I know but ok). I had a lot to write which I will in other letters which you may have received. your past self.