A letter from November 12th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey. It's you from 2020. I know. 2020 has been an interesting year. We're going through a hard time right now. Our great grandma recently passed away, our hamster died, we sold the boat, we're moving, covid is going on, yeah. It's been rough. But I'm hoping by the time we get this letter back, things are better and we are happy. When you get this letter, you will be 21 years old. Just last night I was wondering how our life would turn out. Have we gone to college? Do we like the both of the new houses, or only one? How any pets have we been through? Have we met anyone? There are so many things I stress about and wonder about the future. But I'm sure God has it in His hands and He has worked it out. I hope we are living well. Maybe we already have a job. I wonder what it will be first? Are we still into baking, and forensics, and acting? I want you to look back on 2020 and to remember everything that happened. It's been an emotional year, with theatre getting canceled and everything else, but I'm sure we handled everything just fine. You are so strong and you can do anything. I'm sure you are so pretty and you don't need to worry about finding someone. If you are still having trouble making friends or your anxiety has gotten worse, I hope we've gotten help for it. I know you can make it out of anything. If we are still having trouble talking to people, don't be! Work on trusting in God and holding everything He says close to your heart. I hope we have become more open with our emotions and we've learned that they are not to be embarrassed by, because I still am. Lol. Well... that'a all I have, so I guess this is a goodbye. Love, Your Past Self

Epilogue

about 20 hours later

Hey Past Self,

Life is better in some aspects, some are worse. I don't remember being this weighed down in 2020, so I don't know if that's my bad memory...

Or ew if ryoe'u amcitrda oknw ttha rfo hte ingeb lto i a t,erlte ddi. .
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Nuf sath't ma ouy legcl,eo og a i ptri ni gte to on elrrcnuty. Wot hte risft nebe iv'e aeebcus to wdno egsollec thsu eon. A e,nloni rnuyivi,ste nwo itcrishan lla ta ytrleib. Apphy m'i rehte. Wnte ieldk we uhghrto olt them of lla we moer llcauaty ohsseu a to,w nhta. Othel rufo ipsutd eirltar slbideru supl rwee oru and hsuoes latot, wree becaesu treeh a. Hess' dol tge norau,d to sillt asrntgit 'sloylh. Aftsr dan esh ltconnysat lal emti mplsi the. Laslc we mena t,tha won ,oot eot,krc d'ton houhtg eh mhi i do hsi act sownk a no aevh tkinh eon. You iev' amne fi hwat nto tme 'httsa rmalniatocyl fo utb epople, a tno. .
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Nur fsitr ojb of yb oitdeus wne hpos efeocf a chhrcu oru coeoski rou wsa at. Rte,eh ti lyreal i seyra teher i ejoyned swa 2 ondw eolcsd befoer htey. Ti smmotesei i isms. Vei' nomth ta noe dkrowe mnhot nad cukd a necsi ffecoe one then nutsod adnst ta. Tobh deden yrdielw. Etg seray in a ceplou ti l'lyou. Itsll ltlsi a eybrak to ,yes b,gnaik anpl mdyosae a and eonp scoikoe eilnlgs inot. Idd igong end tno fcrensios hwryenea the pu hintg. Ahtt is uyro rensoi frbeeo desn raye evro. In teercha ecdxeit loshoc to dan ralyle a dstater get ree'w be m'i o,nw to. Bllestyuao agci,tn se,y as for. Whso nkorwgi im' eary rhtufo fo nad aettreh the ew mycmtuion the cryrelntu ym on njdeio. Ginog btes file mfro ot vleo u'eyor fsrenid mcoe oury fo yuro ,ti will it. .
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Do nifdngi bmrmreee 2020 dhokeo lsoa ni hsit a byo i tno nbieg on. Ryea on a arel i ym lwl,e irfts eben lats ltsli td,ea tuhohg did cusrh i enver avhe ahve. ,aehy r"ehss"uc dha so reew ho jtus ownk ,rale aalcltyu het oenn fo uyo 'vuoye. A eflse ti ffidneret tlo. 'dnitd eaehrnyw ohtugh go ti.
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Nfrsdie tbu has at our gnotte 'reew tebert aeniytx kiamgn rewo,s. Saty em atth ntwo' ehty leki het unorda uatllacy rwroy xiyeant is ythe ndo't or own het. No,w my tuhhgo, me ska btse etrayhp ot ilyanfl got eneb to evi' bbily mmo to nrfdie og. Ubt nfa a a fo t'is r,sptathei ratst hatt gheu i n'awts. Oen wen tgiryn ekew xnet a im'. .
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Otn to at gtare them tub we're leats drifsne ihwt a ighswno ta llits imoos,ent lttiel eetbrt. .
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Euesbac reeh retsfluss rofm gtes ehva, tmei eth lnoy hisehcr oyu ti meor. Eemosi,mr efer derifsn tie,m eth the rihcehs the.
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Vl,eo.
Tmfeureu.

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