A letter from November 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Its 2020 November 11th, I'm 12 years old now and for years I've been sucidal and depressed. When you are reading this are you ok now? Are you happy? Did you figure our who you are? Do you still like 1D, Taylor and Ariana? Do you feel confident? Do you finally find yourself pretty? Are you able to open up I hope you are proud of us and everything we went through and I hope we stayed strong and stayed till the end. I hope I never made you feel disappointed or annoyed if I did I'm sorry I try to be happy and stand up for myself. Did you get over Hania? Did you ever meet her again? I hope we did. Oh its 1 o clock in the night right now I hope you are successful and doing what you wanted live life and I hope you are still friends with your intent friends? How is the world now btw? Is it safer for POC and LGBTQ youth? Well that's all I hope we're truly happy and doing what we love, I hope we're still going strong I hope you love yourself finally, yours sincerely 12 year old me <3