A letter from November 8th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Henlo! It's me - 19 year old Vinayak. How you doin'? First of all, Happy Birthday!!!!!! You made it to 24! Hope you have a Wonderful, Joyful year ahead. I, too had my 19th birthday few days ago. Does it matter if anyone remembers your bday or Does it matter if someone wishes you at 12AM? I hope it doesn't matter to you anymore. How are you doin in your life? So, you have Graduated eh? What are you doin now? Are u pursuing higher studies in Automotive Electronics? Are u working? or Are u sitting in Himalayas attaining Nirvana? Anyways, I hope you're Happy. That's wt matters in the end, isn't it? Let me tell you a bit about myself... I'm sitting in my home writing this letter, I wanted to write this at my Birthday - but, oh well, plans don't always work out for me! 2020 has been a ******** year till now. I think you'll remember this year. Been stuck in home since 9 months and it's been good and bad.. bad mostly :) It's the longest I have stayed in home since 10th holidays. I want to go back to the Campus. Waiting to go back to Hubli. I'm in 3rd sem UG, Motorsports and Minors are my biggest tension in my life now. I don't have a gf, yeah I think u know I Suck! Speaking of tht manner, I think I cn say I dont have good friends even. I speak to my ex-notMygf and do MJ recreationally. So, do u have good friends - a girlfriend, perhaps? Or are we destined to be alone and conquer big things which my smol brain isn't able to comprehend? Do u still do MJ recreationally? wt bout other vices :P So, wt happened in the 5 years? Wt did we learn, wt did we gain and wt did we lose? I hope you're in Sane, healthy condition. Listen, you need to take care of yourself and love yourself. If you ain't doin that buddy, this is your reminder. How are the Conditions? Where do u stay? what city do u live in? What are your principles in life? where are we headed towards.. Right now, I just want to be a Versatile, Learning-hungry, Nice person. Nice, because - well, people haven't necessarily been nice to me and I want to be the person for other ppl, whom I didnt get.. I have a feeling that you have all the **** figured out and you're a strong person with an awesome personality reading this letter feeling accomplished and successful. Well, if you aren't - It's okay buddy. It's completely okay. I still love you the same nonetheless. You're Wonderful and I love you. Looking forward to the Future - I'm FutureBound. Really really hope everything turns out to be okay and I dont mess up something. Thank you for existing :)