*From the PAST*

Dear FutureMe, So...today I spend the entire day screwing around. I didn't do my essay thats due tomorrow, I didn't read the text book I was supposed to, I didnt clean my room, I didnt exercise, hell I dont even think I left the building. I'm living in the ghetto with the Sexy 6. I'm going to rent the Boondock saints on Friday with Mike from RMC who I met at the bar last thursday. I've been sleeping around, trying not to be in love with Josh, trying to stop the eating disorder and thinking about going to therapy. So tell me...did you do all those things? Did you get help? Are you sane? Have you lost 50 lbs? Are you in love with someone who loves you back? No i mean a real relationship. Well...I hope so. I also hope you got a real job, a real career and moved to Europe. I just hope you didn't kill yourself.