Dear FutureMe, its november 7th and I honestly don't know how to feel right now. I hate myself and honestly i kinda want to die but i don't know. I don't even know if you'll get this letter when its 2024 and you're 20. Hopefully you figured out or at least sorta know what you want to do in life. I'm writing this cause I'm at a point in life where i feel kinda hopeless but when you read this ... I hope u smile.I hope that you're crying but because you got through it and i hope you're happy. Im crying right now but you already knew that. I know a lot of things had changed in those 4 years. Like friends,family but you mostly. You better know how to drive,traveled, and do a lot of things with your best friend and if not do one of those things right now.Anyways my relationship with our parents has been so bad this year Im not even gonna lie but when u read this maybe it got better who knows.There's so many things i want to write about today but i rather not. I don't want to ruin your mood whenever you're reading this.I just hope you're doing better then you are right now and that u make 16 year old me proud.
Epilogue
2 days later
Dear past Me, Its november 7th 2024.....tbh about a month ago u wanted to die so idk if this is like a just a repeated thing with u being depressed...
Gtinget nda elsat lla at lhep utb won yuer'o. No dan yuo sa a xnet nwo wlle a ewke swa og pyhtiratssci ogcsglenioyt oury ees neiges wnte nad a ur sohypiltocgs to. . . . Aotl tdsroco fo olat os. Tnihg htb but i htis see a abd on'td as. Dah plhe rela yan evnre ouy. . Tub rveen hten it onlg breett a htb ugess its elat meti ktoo i. Rfo hdad eoenpssdri llwe lecra sa adn uyro sa on csine ferebo fesle and dna oygmlo eebn sti rgiknow emsd aedh ouy're tno. Uyo gadniosed lsao hdad fro lanylif got. Ttah feel ni made adrmciat tbu slaway bngie kile roctdos it nca eafc vei tub i tlef ilek taht hey asw mubd begni wknno lsteaa maacitrd it oyu u erew bur in sylwaa u. Wayals lateidavndi htta ftel eeynrveo em nebe sfele but yb i now ti eiv ti adrnuo ikle cnie tan'ws. Awnt i waht od nwko to i osrat nasyayw. Hcte anlnfciia ojb trigh i to iehosbb dna i ttbree it ehnt tsuj a tge oogd otin ym a pacle etohr wnat suace esupur eamn own ot feel eb in. Rhetes os htat. . Hgstin sha ehdagcn tola lsoa of. Tfiyf tsi leki uoy lsoa opplee eftl wen utb tffiy tme ymna oepelp os. . . . Ssegu i mhcu soaeithliprn owh nebe tbu mi o)wsdn twhi ateprns twhi nihtk irdev psu knwo yrou i so fo sith adn ettrbe tgo pahyp bhot otal nhtom ruhgo ecins ot uryo tihw has rwme(ondos ti :) apst htta ouy. Uoy wkno dlouc ym nhitk i twen ladg cseua imiegna i tog os plpoee u utb odom erve ocldu u m,cuh hnat uthrhog tol mi oerm riun a it rouhthg tdo'n. Em tghruho nda fro t'nod know of 'mi fo giogn :) ubt i u nvligi i egtiryvhen fi sirhhsapd all huotrhg u eb rpodu yb tspieed dourp tnwe olwdu wkno u sourlefy the. Wlil umch won and rieghh oyru coxetitnepsa grhti rowk tge ot gehrih 2y0sr live dol og dna ot pu i i'm teh drole and.
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