A letter from November 6th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey there future self, it's me your past self. If you're reading this you're probably 20 years old now, and if you're reading this again I'm so proud of you because you're still alive HAHAHA. So yeah, it's your birthday today you're having fun right? Happy birthday to you future self. Let me sing first okay? Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday, happy birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU! aw I hope I sing this song in a good voice HAHAHAHHAHA. I'm writing this letter because I want to make you cry in the future, kidding HAHAHAHAH. I'm writing this because I want to know what you're doing now. I know that you're having a hard time in the past, you're having a mental illness and that's the anxiety and depression I hope in the future that mental illness will be gone. You're recently having a mental breakdown in the past right? Of course I know that, You are me writing this letter, but in the past hehe. So I hope you're not still not like me in the past, the weak one, the regretful one and negative mindset one. I hope you're positive thinker now, if you are positive now I'm really proud of you because you made it. I hope you're have your glow up now HAHAHAHAHA you always pray that when we and our family having a devotion, so I hope you have the glow up that you want. I'm probably crying while typing this letter for you, so I hope you're not crying while reading this now because I want you to be a brave women. I don't know if BTS is still exist, but I they still exist in that generation I hope you will still support them, and also TXT and ENHYPEN. And if you saw them in person I hope you will say Iloveyou to them okay? I badly want that to tell them right now how much I love them, but I still did not see them in 2020 because I'm only 14 turning 15 in November 23. I hope you're family is still complete, If you graduate and have a job, please spoil them with the thighs that they want as a sign of thank you. And also they're one of the person who help you to find that job. And yeah the BTS, TXT and ENHYPEN also help you to reach you're dream so thank them if you see them and if not then tell that in your dream HAHAHAHA. Don't forget in 2039 BTS and ARMY are having a reunion yey! The legends will reunite, so no matter what happened you must watch the to open the capsule box okay? And yeah, are you taken or single. If you're still single then don't rush your self okay? Keep this in your mind "love can wait". And If you're already taken, how would he looked like? Is he healthy for you, is he treating you right, are you having fun with him? Is he smell nice?(I know you want a boyfriend who is smell so good, so I hope he does HAHAHAHA) answer that okay? I want to advise you something, if you're having a hard time accepting your self please remember what BTS tell you, "You should love yourself" just read the quotes at the pinterest, I'm sure that it will help you. And also be brave, be independent wag kang umasa sa iba please kasi anytime, hindi mo alam the person who trust you the most will betray you so I hope you will be independent. Be positive in life! And sometimes it's okay to talk to someone when you're feeling down, hindi ka nag iisa and Teamwork makes the dream work sabi ng BTS, diba grabe mga qoutes nila HAHAHAHAHA. Oy wag mo pala kalimutan yung motto mo sa buhay "Go where you breathe free" so dear future self, follow your heart or follow what you desire (😏) HAHAHAHHAHA. Omg you're being dirty again. And please don't forget to pray before you sleep and eat and when you wake up in the morning pray again, thank God that he gives you another life. And I hope at the age of 20 you already know if reincarnation is true or not, the after life, the parallel world and of course the another world. Don't forget to finish your manwha' s HAHAHHAHAHA(BJ Alex, Painter of the night, Claiming yours, love is an illusion, love or hate and many more read that at mangago. Me/without space/) so yeah Happ Birth day ulit, sana makontento ka sa sinulat ko ha? Cheer up bb HAHAHAHAHHAHA Iloveyou self💌 bye see you in the future 🤗💜