A letter from November 5th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope you have everything that you could ever want. I hope you know your heart by now and have figured out that you can't just convince yourself over a certain amount of time to love someone. I hope you have all the self love that you had wished for growing up. I hope you and mom have a good relationship and that she has her life figured out. You're living a new life, in a new house , in a new place. How is it? Are you happy? Are you and Ara still friends ? I hope you guys are , because honestly you need her. You are still currently trying to figure out your feelings. You don't believe in being bisexual but you think maybe you have a different kind of love for Ara. You could love Ara in the same way you had loved boys your whole life. But maybe even more than the boys in your life. She is after all your best friend. Personally, you don't want to do anything but you would kiss her. Anyways aha , you're dating Jett Lucas right now and you are actually happy. Sometimes you feel neglected but you are both so young still , you can't ask much from a highschool relationship. You are utterly in love with him though and you think this love could **** you because it consumes you so much and he is a senior. You're a junior. Anyways, Here is this random letter to a Megan within the next few years.