A letter from November 5th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, It's 11/5/2020 and I'm in Physics class. My family knows about my Pansexuality but not me being NonBinary. I wonder if you're finally happy. Do you have the motivation to do the things you love? Do you have a partner yet? Do people still call you Lily or do they call you Andi? Do you still talk to Emma, Celeste, Morgan, or any of your other friends from Highschool? How tall are you now? I'm 4'10 but I don't think I'm gonna grow. Will you even be alive to read this letter? I hope you are. I know I'm not happy now but I want you to be yourself and not care about what the world thinks about you. I hope you're strong enough to fight back when someone puts you down. I hope that you are happy with who you are. Are our parents still alive? If they're not then what ****** them. People don't think grandpa Ken will make it another year. 5 years. A lot can change in 5 years. I think that's all I want to know but maybe I'll send another letter.