A letter from November 5th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Because im a *****, I just want to remind you that 2020 is ******* than my attitude. If you already forgot let me f*cking remind you!!! January feel so lonely that you just want to sleep all day but can't because you have your motherfvcking class. And by the way your crush ask you if he can court you at exact January 20. Your motherfvcking test day!!! February feels fine because your crush gave you a 1.5 liter of coke that you actually like Then March came. Are you fvcking kidding me!!! Quarantine started in March before your quiz. Im happy. Slightly because they said the class will be suspended in only two motherfvcking weeks!! And then what?!! April. I'm already getting crazy because I can't get out of the house (which I usually don't really do) but the small store near our house is close!! How can I live huh?!!! May came still lockdown can't think of anything productive because of the motherfvcking Covid-19 June still fvcking lockdown. I really love my life July I didn't even enjoy the summer!!! Though I can't really swim but the foods at the beach are motherfvcking delicious. I miss the seafoods. August I'm tired of eating vegetables I already look like a goat because of it September still locked on our house. I already miss the scent of the mall huhu😭😭 October. Class started but online. And I can't learn anything. When my cam is on I just stare from nowhere but when my cam is off I fvcking fell asleep so ended up not learning in this S.Y. November and now instead of doing my Learning task in ESP and AP im fvcking writing this future motherfvcking letter. Quarantine is not that strict but I can't still get out because I don't have a money to spend and to much schoolworks and I always hate it My ********** is nothing compared to my teachers that doesn't respond on my motherfvcking questions. I will try to sleep because I have a class at 9:30 tomorrow PS. Im in tenth grade PPS. Im turning 16 nextmonth PPSS. I want a new phone or laptop as a gift but well my moms not rich so yeah better not to expect anything PPPSS. For christ sake buy your own condo