A letter from November 4th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi if your still alive now congrats you made it. And I want you to stay alive. I just want to tell you that you have been strong all throughout the year and I just want to tell you to keep fighting no matter what ok? I know you can do it coz you've been through a lot already. I wrote this letter on 2020 and this year was so ******* ridiculous many of teenager like me suffered a lot we suffered on the new system of education,online class and modular class, I'm modular btw And it's not easy. It's not ******* easy! ***** I've been through a lot I'm doing all the things on my own and sometimes I really wanna cry but I'm just tellin' to my behave self that I'm strong and crying is only for the weak. And I'm just tellin' to my self that I can do this tho it seems that I really can't but I have no choice:( I need to do it alone because there's no one who can help me. literally there are so many sleepless night. So much nights have pass that I've been crying, I've been crying alone at night because I don't want anybody to see me weak. Because I've been known as a strong girl. Actually now I miss my Lola, I miss the old me I miss going to church every Sunday. I miss everything that I left on my former Hometown. And thisnis the era of me that iloveblackpink **** it HAHAHAHA. If ever you read this I just want to tell you to fulfill my dreams please? I want to be a Doctor, an Army and Lieutenant HAHAHAHA I want to help people and ofc. I want to prove them that I can do it no matter what. So please fulfill that for me. No matter how hard pls don't give up and just trust God. Stay humble HAHAHA KASe humble ako ngayon,mabait tho walang pake minsan and pls don't let your emotion hold you ok? Wag ka magpakatanga Wala sa vocabulary Naten Yan. Always remember ILOVEYOU. JENNA MAE SILVESTRE 15Y/O 2020