A letter from November 4th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hey umh actually right now i don't know how i feel like you know when you're happy but not totally so you feel weird. it's how i feel right know. good things happen in my life but i don't know it's weird. i'm working hard to get good notes and i have them but idk. i also have a friend that i know is sick but really like not like the Corona virus idk what she has and i don't want to ask her but i stress for her i guess. then i have a crush maybe not i dont really know how i feel about him but i rather do not have a crush on him. lol. i also know that i want someone but instead with all my past relation im scared but that okay. i write my future self this letter in november 2020 17 before my birthday and i hope i finally found someone in the future. xoxo gossip girl ( im watching the serie btw again ) love u