A letter from November 2nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, How's life? Is Tootie still around? (yes the bear) Are you happy or at least not crying every night? Did Sarah stick around? What about Lola or Rediet? Do you have a romantic partner? How many friends do you have? I'm asking a lot about friends because currently, I don't feel like I really have that many friends or people who care about me and it hurts. Do you still do therapy? Did you come out or like what's happening with *********? If your still sad I promise it will get better eventually maybe. Did we get better I sure hope so. Is school getting better? I know I'm really struggling right now and when we read this is will probably be really cringy. Uhm did ******* like actually happen yet or no? Am I still short? Idk what to write but I hope we are doing better. You are amazing and deserve the world even though I can't look in the mirror and say that to myself now hopefully you will be able to now. I love you and there are 2 pretty best friends and you are one of them. ( I really hope you get that reference) Love your awesome 13-year-old self Jasmine Gladman