A letter from November 2nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hopefully you get the chance to read this but if you dont , i pray it’s just bc you forgot. i hope you’re happy. i hope you’re rich & famous & helping as many ppl as you can just like you’ve always wanted. i hope you’re able to travel the world like you’ve always dreamed of. i hope you’re anxiety has gotten better but if it hasn’t , thats okay. you’re still here and that’s all that matters. i hope you’ve found happiness within yourself. please do not let your severe procrastination get the best of you. if you aren’t satisfied with the way you’re living right now & you can change it , get the **** off your *** & get your **** together. you didn’t come all this way to sit there and beat yourself up & fantasies over something YOU CAN make happen. you can do it , i promise. cmon , we’ve talked about this. but if you’re living the life you’ve been dreaming about omg im so ******* proud of you. i already knew it would happen anyway :’) i hope you’re living your best ******* life. i pray to whoever above that you’re not heartbroken. i hope she’s your soulmate & you guys work out. if you don’t thats okay. that just means it wasn’t meant to be so dont be sad bc there is someone out there you’re meant to be with & they’re waiting for you. be patient. but if you did work out & she turned out to really be your soulmate then **** yeah bro!!!! *self high five* go kiss her right now and tell her you love her. whoever you’re with. anyways , i hope you’re healthy , both mentally & physically. i hope you’re finding more ways to better yourself everyday. i hope you’re still close with oashia & nailah. especially oashia tho. y’all still going to the BET awards? better be. did you go to college? no? i figured lmao. jk ... i hope you did but if not , it better be for a good reason. or maybe you’re in college right now and if you are , good ******* job. wasn’t expecting it but again , good job girl. i hope you gained enough confidence to follow through with your music , i think you’re pretty good. if not tho , you should try again. oh yeah , you’re in the second 9 weeks of your senior year & you failed every single class in the first 9 weeks. you better have ******* graduated. we’re still in the middle of a pandemic right now , crazy right? i know. election day is in 2 days & i pray trump doesn’t get elected but if he does then .... we’re ******. you’re reading this 5 years later so hopefully someone else is president by then bc the 4 years will be over. AOC i hope its you girl. i hope corona is gone too cus if its not then something is wrong. not trynna walk around with a mask on for another 5 years thats dead as hell. anyways , i think thats it. i feel like there’s more i need to say but im not sure. once i press send there’s nothing i can do it ab it. i could just send another one huh? yeah. im proud of you tho. wherever you’re at , mentally or physically , im proud of you. even if its not somewhere you wanna be which , you’re still here. so im proud of you. get where you want to be tho. you’re 23 reading this , thats so ******* wild. 18 year old you is typing this right now. omg you’re about to cry since i said that huh? its okay , it be like that. i hope you’re doing great. i love you so much. enjoy every moment. live life day by day. don’t stress yourself so much. you got this. sending love & positivity your way. & remember , dont take life too seriously , nobody makes it out alive. oh yeah , happy birthday you filthy animal :)