how are you still alive (TW)

kanye west is running for president. what a country we live in... it is absolute chaos here 😀 (help) i cannot get the hogwarts theme x wap remix out of my head every time i shift to hogwarts i try to form relationships with different people but i always end up being with draco- also ive been thinking about ******* myself 🥰 idk if i will tho the only thing holding me back is the thought that my mom would be sad but then i realize that- i would be dead. nothing would matter, not my reputation or the disgrace that suicide would bring to my family, nothing at all, because i would be able to just. leave. die. stop existing. i REALLY just wish i was aborted or something. anyways byee hope you're doing well, ily <33 🥰