A letter from October 29th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey its me 15 year old me!! from the past lol. its currently October 29,2020 12:46 am. 5 year from now I will be 20!! that's if I'm still alive and living life to the fullest. I want to talk about a few people who will probably be in your life or probably left already. lets start off with Justin your first kiss and relationship from 8th grade year, are you guys dating or friends or anything ? how is it going with Justin? did it work out? do you guys ever hung out like u promised u would lol??? on that note if it didn't work out that's fine there other people simping for u, always know being alone if okay you'll find the one soon. Next how college going for ya ? did u get into medical school or did u find something else to do with your life? is mommy still mean? is she okay? is dad still around even though he is but like did he move to Haiti or is he still wit you in Yonkers. are you still depressed ? are you happy ? did u get your confidence? PLEASE TELLL ME YOU STILL HAVE BRACES ON CAUSE CHILD WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING WIT THEM STILL AFTER HAVING THEM ON SINCE YOU WERE 9 !!!!!????? did u get a glow up ??!!!. how 2025 so far? did Maliyah graduate highschool :) ? did melidja have kids or get married yet or did she find a place of her own? shatia turned 15 right what does she look like? did shatia get a glow up ? did all your siblings get a glow up ? do we still live in locust hill or did we moved like we planned/ wanted to ? did u change you style in clothing ? Now lets talk about Donnell, kristy( jason little sister )Willian, gabby and Melina. First gabby. do you and gabby ever meet up in the past even thought u couldn't? how's gabby doing you should make plans with her and Alexa. Willian Cortes your friend that loves you , care about you, helps you when u need it , laughs with you a lot are you guys still friends (:( ? how's Melina your 7th grade friend. do you guys become closer in the future ? is she the same person or is she different? donnell patterson my freshman friend since 3rd period in Spanish class. remember when you had dreams about him did those go away ? how are you guys are ya friends? did u tell him how u felt? do ya ever hang out ? are ya thing or acquaintance lol what the heck am I saying it would never work out with him LOL!!!!! Kristy kulla my favorite, my little sista, my helper. do ya ever hang out cause if a don't wtf are you doing with your life if u still have her contacts call her and hang out with her sisssss!!!! is she okay always check up on her and make sure she is actually alright . PS future me if your reading this always love your self and i know u are probably crying while reading this but its okay its life i love you future me become the best person you can. ALWAYS CHASE. YOUR . DREAMS and find the right man for you who will love you for who you are . XOXO Aysha Charite from the past (15)