A letter from October 29th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I Hope You Are Content With The Decisions You’ve Made So Far && If You Aren’t , Do What You Can So That You Are . I Hope That Your Heart No Longer Suffers . That You Are The Woman Now That I Knew You Could Be, But Just Wasn't Strong Enough To Be Her When You Wanted To Be . I Hope You Didn't Let This Pain You’ve Been Holding Onto For So Many Years Change You From Having The Good Heart I Know You Have Or The Goofy Personality Everyone Loved . I Hope That In This Moment As You Are Reading This, You Feel Exactly How I Feel && Have Felt For So Long .. So You Can Remember Why You Must Continue To Strive To Being A Better Version Of Yourself Than The Woman You Are Today So That You Are Farther && Farther From Ever Feeling How I Feel Now , Ever Again . I Hope You Never Forget Me . Because All That We Have Endured Made Us Who We Are Today . Beautiful , Resilient , Successful , && Healthy . && Even Though I Do Not Have Enough Self Love To Love Myself They Way I So Desperately Need To Now , I Love The Woman You Have Become && Never Again , Let Anyone Make You Feel Other Wise .